Going Under


❥Mandy;
emotional rollercoasters and lots of swearing.

October 10, 2011 12:56 am
I rock at sucking at it.

I rock at sucking at it.

November 26, 2010 10:13 pm
Darling this is my reply to you.

Darling this is my reply to you.

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September 29, 2010 7:48 am
August 28, 2010 9:19 am
fuck, i just experienced this 4days ago.
frontallobe:


Sleep Paralysis
Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking. People frequently report feeling a ‘presence’ that is often described as malevolent, threatening, or evil. An intense sense of dread and terror is very common. The presence is likely to be vaguely felt or sensed just out of sight but thought to be watching or monitoring, often with intense interest, sometimes standing by, or sitting on the bed. On some occasions, the presence may attack, strangling and exerting crushing pressure on the chest.
Sleep paralysis usually occurs at one of two times. If it occurs while you are falling asleep, it’s called hypnagogic or predormital sleep paralysis. If it happens as you are waking up, it’s called hypnopompic or postdormital sleep paralysis.
Painting - Nicolai Abraham Abildgaard, Nightmare, 1800.


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fuck, i just experienced this 4days ago.

frontallobe:

Sleep Paralysis

Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking. People frequently report feeling a ‘presence’ that is often described as malevolent, threatening, or evil. An intense sense of dread and terror is very common. The presence is likely to be vaguely felt or sensed just out of sight but thought to be watching or monitoring, often with intense interest, sometimes standing by, or sitting on the bed. On some occasions, the presence may attack, strangling and exerting crushing pressure on the chest.

Sleep paralysis usually occurs at one of two times. If it occurs while you are falling asleep, it’s called hypnagogic or predormital sleep paralysis. If it happens as you are waking up, it’s called hypnopompic or postdormital sleep paralysis.

Painting - Nicolai Abraham Abildgaard, Nightmare, 1800.

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August 25, 2010 11:39 am
"Change only occurs when misery exceeds inertia."

Lorraine Perry
8:17 am

holy shit i realised that i can talk about so much fucking stuff that’s like 90% bullshit anyway, when i’m normally silent. i hate abso-fucking-lutely hate this chatty side that i can be. i’ll probably murder it when it becomes submissive. :)

7:21 am

at times, it’s not solely the event that took place that triggered the emotions. it’s the re-occurring thoughts of why and how that would occur, the conversations that took place (if any),  that’s so ambiguous, it’s near impossible to solve.


August 24, 2010 9:43 am 5:37 am
hmm, johnny’s so darn hot.

hmm, johnny’s so darn hot.

5:22 am

Gonna pack up all my care and woe,
Here I go singin’ low,
Bye bye blackbird.

Where somebody waits for me,
Sugar’s sweet, so is he,
Bye bye blackbird.

No one here can love or understand me,
Oh what hard luck stories, they all hand me.

make my bed and light the light,
Ill be home late tonight,
Blackbird, bye bye.

5:09 am

but he just kept right on strumming my pain with his fingers.
killing me softly.

4:54 am 4:52 am
Gone with the Wind (1939)Scarlett: I only know that I love you. Rhett Butler: That’s your misfortune.

Gone with the Wind (1939)
Scarlett: I only know that I love you.
Rhett Butler: That’s your misfortune.

4:33 am 4:30 am